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my favorite star

Maybe if I’d see you today
I’d think I’m dreaming
Looking and wishing to my favorite star
That I will no longer wake
Because I know, 
I no longer need to wait
That everyday would just be like this
Just the two of us staring
Just the two of us talking
Just the two us

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cause right at this moment,
Even if I already waited for years
It’s still okay for me
To wait.

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sometimes I think, did I give the right advice? Or did I just make it worse?

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 ^-^

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To those who read my poems
To those who hate and love it
To those who have been affected by it -
To those who cried
To those who laughed
To those who remembered how to love
To those who smiled -
To those who appreciate it
To those who are still looking forward for more

Thank you.

Sincerely yours,
rebelbeattt

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Friends are the best gifts in the world. They are the ones who make us happy when we are at our darkest; the ones who stay with us even if we don’t ask them to; the ones who believe in us even if the world doesn’t want to. So let’s cherish them. We only have one chance to be with them. Once they’re gone, they’re gone. No second chances.

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As I read my poems, All I could say is “how?”.

Am I really the one who wrote those?

‘cause sometimes
I cant help myself
to think about you
especially, in times
when I’m not supposed to
so I tend to see myself
missing you
and hoping that one day
my reveries would be true.

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I want to turn back the time, and tell you I love you.
I was wrong when I left you.
I was wrong when I let you down.
I was wrong when I allow you to be with somebody else.
I was wrong when I kept from you what I really felt.
Now, I don’t know how could I turn back the time.
Maybe it will take years before I could be able to move back the hands of the clock
But I’ll try my best.
Or if the past is really not my friend, I will pray that future is
Because at least, I can wait
And I promise I will wait.
I will wait for you
For us.

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I want to be someone who’s right for you
I want to be the girl who’s perfect for you
Someone who has no faults
Someone who you could be proud of
Because for years, I’ve been a mistake
Everybody hates me
No one cares for me
Everybody’s talking about me
Nobody loves me
And when you came and told me you love me
That you care for me
I want to be somebody that you deserve
So you would not have any regrets

But I was wrong,
You love me
Just as I am
Even though I’m a mess
You don’t care
Because, for you,
I am already somebody who doesn’t need to change
In your eyes,
I’m perfect.

in your eyes, rebelbeattt

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I love you more than the sun and the moon.
More than the stars and the clouds and the sky.
More than the greenish and yellowish and reddish and orange-ish leaves.
More than the hard and soft ground that I want to get a hold of.
More than the wind and the air and the oxygen I breath and carbon dioxide I release.
More than the waters that flows nonstop.
More than the music that ever living creature can make.
More than the food that makes me feel great.
More than this poem or verse of what they call this that I originally made.
More than everything else that I love.
I love you, and I love you like I want to kiss you back when you kiss me.
I can’t pick you over God, but, I love you still and I will always will.
I made this for you, because right now, I’m thinking of you, and in every second, every minute, every hour and every day of my life.
And doing that makes me want to say,
“I love you and read this from the start again.”

/ / 041914 / / 3:25 PM / /  (via dikokabisado)

If there were monsters in the closet,
Well, I don’t think I would be surprised.

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There’s a difference between losing something you knew you had and losing something you discovered you had. One is a disappointment. The other feels like losing a piece of yourself.

Gayle FormanJust One Year

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Gayle FormanJust One Day

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